I’m sorry God

Tags

anybody, art, boys, Christian, Christianity, creation, drama, DYI, feelings, God, jesus, knowledge, nature, news, poem, poems

Thank you for my legs. That take me to new places and walk me into new opportunities, but I still don’t find a way to walk to church every Morning. Im sorry. I thank you for my hands. That let me write great words on paper and build great things, but I still don’t find a way to open a bible and read it everyday. Im sorry. Thank you for my ears. That let me hear jokes, and listen my favorite songs , but I still don’t listen fully to your word in church. Im sorry. Thank you for my eyes. That let me see the world and its magnificent creations you’ve made and im still oblivious to see all the sin I’ve created. Im sorry. Thank you for my mouth. To talk to my friends and family, but I don’t always use it to praise you and sing of your glory. Im sorry. Thank you for my brain. For studying every hour and learning new things, but I don’t spend those few extra minutes to meditate and study in your word. Im sorry. Thank you for my friend who brings me to my senses that I need you and please come into my life and take me in as your child. Thank you.

Let Me In

Tags

acceptance, advice, anybody, art, boys, Christian, Christianity, creation, Darkness, drama, dream, DYI, father, feelings, God, help, ideas, jesus, kids, knowledge, life, love, Memphis Metro, nature, need, news, poem, poems, qoutes, romantic, sensual, story

Hello my name is happiness. I can be broken with one little word. I can also grow with one little smile, but why do you exclude me out of the group? Like Im a third wheel. Its depression, anger, and sadness together in a clique. Im always left out like a runt in a pack. You wont let me brake through its like trying to tear down a brick wall with your bare hands. Let me in! You won’t regret it. Your little buddies over there depression, anger, and sadness are slowly turning your insides into a blue dark abyss waiting to devour any and all your passion and will to live. Like a lion stalking its pray. Slowly crawling faster and faster till it jumps and attacks. It grips so hard it crushes its pray. Till they can’t breathe. Till YOU can’t breathe. So your friends who are in your clique they are your lions in life. So please let me brake through your callous heart. Its getting hot and stuffy in here. Im ready to put glee in your life. Me and you are walking on sunshine. While your other friends are huddled in a corner ready to attack, but I’m a cheetah. I’ll overcome it. I’ll burst through like a plant sprout coming out of the dirt. Leave those lions and come to me. The cheetah.

Dear My Future Husband

Tags

anybody, art, creation, drama, DYI, feelings, life, love, news, parent, poem, poems, sensual

We are mammals. The top of the food chain. If we can kill the hardest than we can also love the hardest. If you’ve observed nature mammals have there own way to find mates. From mating calls to pheromones, well all I can say is You sure do smell good. I want to wake up to your smile. that makes me feel like having a ice cold water after a hot summer day of playing. When you smile the way the corner of your mouth curls like a cats paw turns me on.I want to wake up to your face that’s makes me have reduction of blood flow to my organ. That releases my adrenaline (also known as stomach butterflies). I want asinine names for each other. I want to be with you so much that’s your dialogue emerges with mine and my dialogue emerges with yours. I want to wake up to a smile that makes me wanna just go to bed and wake up another day just to wake up to it again.I want to be your queen like the way worker ants worship their queen.I want to be the strawberry to your shortcake. When you hold me. it feels like you’ll never hold me again. When I dont see you for a couple of minutes. I long for a cheesy commercial running kiss. My lips tightly pressed on your. My eyes closed not wanting to let go or stop. The next morning I wake up too you. I smile not because we had sensual intercourse but because im lucky to wake up too you and your really hot.The way you lay across from the window so the sunlight reaching its way in like a stretched out arm. that makes the oil on your skin glisten like glitter. Your pheromones rub off on me but I dont care. Your smell is strong but yet calming. Baby all im trying to say is were meant for each other. Like how mary was meant for Joseph. I dont know if its destiny or natural selection,but I love you. I can tell by the way my hand perfectly fits in yours, like the last puzzle piece. How we tilt our heads at the perfect angle when we kiss. How we both laugh at the same time.Seeing as how were mammals. Our relationship are like wolves because they mate for life. Rather than a black widow who after mating the female devours the male. Im a wolf I hope your are too. Baby I love you and I hope we last forever till were both in a box, but even till then I’ll still love you.

dreams!

Tags

anybody, art, boys, Christianity, creation, drama, dream, knowledge, love, nature, news, poems, story

December 7,2014

There I was again me and him romantic night staring into each others eyes. He had the prettiest blue eyes I’ve ever seen. And the best jawline but in my dreams I’ve somehow never seen his whole face to recognized him. His name was Josh. I know a Josh in my life I can say I liked him but never pursued that because my friend liked him too. I’m not that kind of gal. Anyway he’s going to a different school this year. I guess I can say I miss him but its hard to admit because I always denied liking him. To people and myself. I always have dreams of me and this guy named Josh. We are much older in the dream like 19 or 20. We are in love true love you can tell my body language and how comfortable we are around each other. We are always kissing in my dreams and going on dates maybe sometimes even making out,but never in my dream have we had sex which Is wierd. Because last night I got pregnant. When I found out I just slid down the wall into a sitting up fetal position and sobbed. He comes running In and somehow knows exactly what’s wrong. He comes by me and just hugs me and says “its ok, well get threw it”. We sat there for hours me crying him comforting me. You can tell he wanted to do exactly what I’m doing but he was being strong for me. So everything went well as it could be. We got jobs. We had some downs but somehow always found a way. Then we found out there’s not just one baby but two so we have to know buy double of everything. Then here’s the day I’m scared as hell he’s being strong for me as usual. Then I have the twins his smile is just warming. His arm around me babies on my chest. Then I feel pressure. I asks the doctor is it normal than she says well you are having another surprise. She says there’s another baby I’m here. I’m both scared,nervous,excited, and curious at the same time. Then my dream end with me Josh and the triplets sleeping and us cuddled tired as hell on a bean bag talking laughing. Everything well be alright he whispers in my ear with a gentle kiss.

Boy and The Green Marbles

Tags

acceptance, advice, anybody, art, Christian, Christianity, creation, Darkness, drama, DYI, father, feelings, God, help, ideas, jesus, kids, knowledge, life, love, Memphis Metro, nature, need, news, parent, parents, poems, qoutes, romantic, sayings, story

ZNovember 25,2014

Here’s a story about a boy and green marbles. There was the boy Johnny. He was turning 6 and his dad asked him “what do you want for your birthday”? Johnny answered I want some green marbles. His dad thought it was kinda weird, but he thought it must’ve been a phase. He asked Johnny why, but Johnny just said I don’t know I just want some green marbles. It wasn’t though because for his big 13 birthday his dad asked him “what do you want for your 13th birthday?”. Can I have some green marbles said Johnny? So his dad bought him some green marbles and so onfor his sweet sixteen, for his wedding, and for his 50th birthday. One day Johnny got sick and was about to die and the last thing Johnny’s dad asked ” johnny why did you always want green marbles?”. And Johnny started to say why then…….. All of a sudden the heart monitor went *beeeeeppp*.

Hope you like the story!! What do you think why Johnny wanted green marbles? Leave in the comments!!

meant to do something

November 20,2014
Do you ever feel like you were put on Earth to do something? But you probably thought nahhh because your just an average person. I feel like that all the time. Like why are we here if we do nothing but breath,work, and die? I’m a Christian as you know if you follow me but I know I’m going to heaven but I’m not here to criticize you or tell you to believe in him. I’m here just to solely speak about life. In an non believer point of view. Do you ever feel like why am I here? ( not in a suicidal way) or what’s the point of life? Of course I’m not going to kill myself but what is it. I’m here to ask YOU GUYS the question. Leave in the comments what do you think why we are on Earth for? And don’t forget to FOLLOW!!!!

we need change

Tags

acceptance, advice, anybody, art, Christian, Christianity, creation, Darkness, drama, DYI, father, feelings, God, help, ideas, jesus, kids, knowledge, life, love, Memphis Metro, nature, need, news, parent, parents, poems, qoutes, romantic, sayings, sexy, story

November 18,2014

we live the same everyday normal lives. If you don’t believe me here’s how it goes. You wake up either you you go to school or go to work. Then maybe you stress little. Over bills, homework, or important job task. Then you go home to a family,dog, or even the tv. That’s how it generally goes. We have the same routine. Maybe we need change it could be little or big. When something does change everyone must fix it back to how it was. One thing that made me write this is that there are two people in this work “cool people” and “non cool people” we all stereotype this. All the cool people are the same in a way. And all the non cool people are the same in a way. We stereotype them because there different. Think of a world where the was no “cool people” and “non cool people”. There’s just simply “people”. Who all hang out together. We categorized these people because we do not like change that’s why we hang out with people who are like us. So how about you try to put some change in your life.

I hope that encouraged you little please in the comments put what you want me to writ about next. Also don’t forget to like!

My Father…..

Tags

advice, father, feelings, parent, thoughts, truth

November 17,2014
To start of yes I’m one of those kids who doesn’t have a father. That doesn’t mean I’m a bad, or troubled kid. That also doesn’t mean my moms a slut. She doesn’t go around having sex with everyone. She doesn’t smoke,drink,do drugs. She’s a well working woman. What that does mean is my fathers a dick. So he decides to call me one day (after twelve years he could have). So here’s how the day went. He called my mom and him were talking I didn’t know who she was talking to at first until she said his name. They fought about him not paying child support and that there I felt like a real family I really don’t know why but it did mi didn’t say I liked it though. So he wanted to talk to me and here’s the part that made me write this post. He said ” all i want you to know is that daddy loves you” he said it over and over again. Then he started crying in sitting on the other end of the phone with no sadness,no remorse,no sympathy. I really didn’t care what he said. Even when he started crying i couldn’t care at all how he had to get the courage to actually call me. I just had no care in the world. I tried to feel something to make me seem less (i don’t know how to put it) selfish i guess,but i still felt nothing. After we hang up l. Later he called again and all he said again was ” what can i do to be apart of your life” ” what can u do?”. I couldn’t think of anything because i don’t want him in my life. I’ve lived twelve years and lived happily without him. I didn’t want him messing up this family. So i simply just said “i don’t know”. I kinda felt bad for him but you got to think its not my fault. That’s how it went! Check out my previous post and give me suggestions of what you think about that saying.

what do you think?

Tags

advice, ideas, knowledge, poems, qoutes, sayings

November 15,2014

So I heard this saying yesterday it goes
“someone can cheat, but still love you
just Like how you can love God but still sin”
I was torn with that quote what do any of you guys think about it. Leave in the comments your ideas. I do read them!

Big bang theory or God?

Tags

Christian, Christianity, creation, DYI, God, jesus, nature, news

November 13,2014

Lets start off saying I’m a Christian. Ok now you know which one I chose. God. Here are the reasons why I think and know its God. 1. How can an “accident” work out so perfectly. Think in science how everything works in an orderly fashion. 2. For the smart people out there how can a “blob” make humans,flower, the wonderful nature. Tell me? 3. As I see it do you know the difference from explanation and theory. Theory is an IDEA the could me POSSIBLY TRUE. After all the time this theory has been around they still can’t tell if its real or not. 4 the bible said ” In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth”. It that simple no questions. Leave in the comments of what you think and why.